I have tried to stay positive over the last 7 months, but I think my body and mind are worn out. I don't want to be happy all the time and optimistic that the future will be bright. Right now I don't see any indication that my positive attitude has made my future brighter. I just feel exhausted.
Have you ever felt like everything you were trying to accomplish remains stagnant? I feel like a complete failure in all aspects of my life. Nothing is happening. I wake up, go to my mediocre job, go to the gym suffering through my work out, come home and watch television until it is time to go to bed. There has got to be something more to life then that!
I'm sure there is but finding that something takes digging. I'm missing my digging tools.
ReplyDeleteI think you need a hobby and screw being positive all the time, that's not life.
I do need a hobby.... any suggestions?
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